24 January 2006
heree i am
here i am. finding and waiting for your love.
there you are. hiding your heart somewhere i can't get to. can you give me your love? i've waited long enough for you.
your game of hide and seek is far too difficult for me.i couldn't find your heart. can you please just give it to me?
ehh. i dont think i like liking him..
8:46 PM
18 January 2006
sakldfjlasfd
"i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?"
pretty darn true. after this term, i wont be seeing "him" as much and i think ill be muy sad. stupid infatuations and their effects on people. i seriously think im a fool because i dont think he has ever noticed me at all while i am thinking about him 24/7. its pretty stupid, actually.. hes in 2 of my classes and i dont know him at all, yet i cant help but think about him. =\
9:45 PM
14 January 2006
I'd Do Anything...
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I knowI won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I knowI won't forget you
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I knowI won't forget you
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I knowI won't forget you
i hate the feeling when you like someone and you don't even know them. everyday i see him and i wonder if he notices me, even if i know he doesnt. i daydream about him all the time and i cant get him out of my head.. its like.. in my dreams, i know him so well.. in my dreams, were together... but in real life, we dont even know eachother.. i would talk to him, but im scared of making a fool of myself.. i hate this..
7:15 PM
09 January 2006
"take me with you back to wonderland"
siigh the hopelessness. i am hungry and i am procrastinating. i dont want to do homework and my stomach keeps growling. dinner wont be ready til an hour later. i want the little penguin but i cant have it and it sucks. =\
6:31 PM