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20 February 2006
venting.
1. i am sick and tired of you and your stupid addiction with drama. everyday its a new thing and every week its a new guy. i dont care about your fabricated stories, and i actually do care about you, but you dont have to make up stories just to get attention. thats pretty desperate if you ask me. how the heck can you do that to people who care about you? nobody i know has that much drama, and if they did, they wouldnt tell the whole world about it and make it so public. i know i wouldnt tell everyone in the whole entire world. you say you hate drama yet you make up so much for yourself. you say you dont want your friends to be involved with YOUR drama, yet you drag everybody into this. its STUPID. dont you think that later people will realize all the lies? people are suspecting it now.. and sooner or later, this is going to hurt our friends.
2. i am tired of your jealousy of her. shes smart and you dont have to bring her down every time you see her. its stupid and you shouldnt let your jealousy get the best of you. youve known her all your life, and you should know thats the way she is by now and she actually does care about people. sure, shes a bit spoiled and she does get things she wants, but you dont have to say that to her and try to embarass her all the time.
3. youre such a hypocrite. first you think high school relationships are stupid and that people shouldnt be all lovey dovey. look at you now once you got a boyfriend. you say that you think friends are more important than your boyfriend.. if you think that, then why do you ignore your friends huh? dont you think im sick and tired of you saying you love him? i remember when you were single, you would always say how couples shouldnt be like "i love you" and say "i miss you" every 2 seconds. well, thats what you do. you cant stand being an hour away from him. thats stupid and so hypocritical.
4. youre a showoff and you cant stand people that are talking about something you dont know. what the heck? face it, we dont want you to know. why do you always act like youre better than everyone else? why do you always lead on guys all the time and making them feel like crap after that? its like you dont care what anybody thinks. stupidhead.
5. youre a great person and you care about a lot of people. you have so many morals and theyre very logical, but why dont you live up to your full potential? youre soo smart, yet you act so stupid at times. you could have a 4.5 GPA right now, i know you could. sometimes you think so much about the present that you dont care about your future. one more thing, its very hard for me to tell if youre telling the truth or not. i know we joke around a lot, but sometimes its serious and i really dont know when to believe you.. idk how you can make it easier for me to know, but it would help me a lot.
6. youre fricken annoying. thats all i have to say about you.
7. thanks to the person who started this whole "vent post" thing. sorry if i stole it from you, but it does help me get some anger out, even if its just on the keyboard. besides, nobody reads this anyway which is a good thing. i dont think i ever gave away this link except once.
8. this is for everybody who wasnt afraid to be silly with me. it really helps me get my mind off things and it helps me be happy. those times when we play duck duck goose in the cafeteria and when we are doing the hokey pokey XD . people look at us like were crazy, but it doesnt matter. were having fun and theyre losers XP.
11:30 AM